The Mosquito

I see the mosquito kneeling on the soft underside of my arm, kneeling

Like a fruitpicker, kneeling like an old woman

With the proboscis of her prayer buried in the idea of God,

And I know we shall not speak with the aliens

And that peace will not happen in my life, not unless

It is in the burnt oil spreading across the surfaces of ponds, in the dark

Egg rafts clotting and the wiggletails expiring like batteries.

Bring a little alcohol and a little balm

For these poppies planted by the Queen of Neptune.

In her photographs she is bearded and spurred, embellished five hundred times,

Her modular legs crouching, her insufferable head unlocking

To lower the razor-edge of its tubes, and she is there in the afternoon

When the wind gives up the spirit of cleanliness

And there rises from the sound the brackish oyster and squid smell of creation.

I lie down in the sleeping bag sodden with rain.

Nights with her, I am loved for myself, for the succulent

Flange of my upper lip, the twin bellies of my eyelids.

She adores the easy, the soft. She picks the tenderest blossoms of insomnia.

Mornings while the jackhammer rips the pavement outside my window,

While the sanitation workers bang the cans against the big truck and shout to each other over the motor,

I watch her strut like an udder with my blood,

Imagining the luminous pick descending into Trotsky’s skull and the eleven days

I waited for the cold chill, nightmare, and nightsweat of malaria;

Imagining the mating call in the vibrations of her wings,

And imagining, in the simple knot of her ganglia,

How she thrills to my life, how she sings for the harvest.