他们点着了我姨妈的房子
they set my ants house on fire
我就像电视上的女人一样大哭
i cried the way women on tv do
我抱着自己的腿
folding at the middle
就像五块钱纸币一样折叠。
like a five pound note.
我叫住那个曾经爱过我的男孩
i called the boy who use to love me
试着让我的声音“正常”
tried to ‘okay’ my voice
我说“你好”
i said hello
他说瓦森,你怎么了,发生了什么?
he said warsan, what’s wrong, what’s happened?
我曾经祈祷
i’ve been praying,
下面是我的祈祷辞:
and these are what my prayers look like;
亲爱的上帝
dear god
我来自两个国家
i come from two countries
一个极其渴
one is thirsty
一个在熊熊燃烧
the other is on fire
两个国家都需要水。
both need water.
夜深了
later that night
我在膝上展开地图
i held an atlas in my lap
让我的手指划过整个世界
ran my fingers across the whole world
轻声问道:
and whispered
哪里会伤害我?
where does it hurt?
它回答说:
it answered
所有地方。
everywhere
所有地方。
everywhere
所有地方。
everywhere.