My body is broken

my body is broken,

filled with tiny particles and sand,

always red,swollen with fine pain.

I, trembling, growling,moaning,

mom, I'm broken.

I began to miss the warm uterus.

there is no noise and filth.

my body is cracked，

full of ravines,

and ugly stripes.

these hands and feet always cold.

these tears are accompanied by turbid kindness.

mom,I'm tired.

can you hear my hysteria?

can you feel my plea in the middle of the night?

my body was eaten.

tear me, bite me, swallow my bones

then，stuff the greasy twisted truth into the rest of the fell.

I am powerless to tear, desperately scratching, endless.

but those little red dot spread like a plague.

only fake a smile and put on layers of masks.

cover up the blood scar that has been purulent under the clothes.

mom, I'm broken, not just my body