I’ve never tried to live my life.

我从不曾努力生活。

My life’s lived itself whether I’ve wanted it to or not.

我的生活自己度过，无论我是否需要它。

All I ever wanted to do was see as if I didn’t have a soul.

我想做的所有事情是观看，就像我没有灵魂。

I’ve always wanted to see as if I were nothing but eyes.

我总想观看，好像我除了眼睛一无所有。