它是这样开始的：忽然间里面

This is how it started: suddenly it felt

感到松弛、轻盈和愉快，

loose and light and happy inside,

正如你感到你的鞋带有点松了

like when you feel your shoelaces loosening a bit

你就会弯下腰去。

and you bend down.

而后别的日子来了。

Then came other days.

如今我倒像一匹特洛伊木马

And now i’m like a Trojan horse

里面藏满种种可怕的爱。

filled with terrible loves.

每天夜里它们都会杀将出来疯狂不已

Every night they break out and run wild

等到黎明它们又回到我漆黑的腹内。

and at dawn they come back into my dark belly.