你是一匹独自奔跑的马

you are a horse running alone

他试图驯服你

and he tries to tame you

将你比作不可能到达的高速公路

compares you to an impossible highway

比作燃烧的房子

to a burning house

说你蒙蔽了他的双眼

says you are blinding him

他永远无法离开你

that he could never leave you

忘记你

forget you

只想要你

want anything but you

你让他晕眩，你让他无法忍受

you dizzy him, you are unbearable

在你之前或之后的每个女人

every woman before or after you

都被你的名字浇灭

is doused in your name

你填满了他的嘴

you fill his mouth

他的牙齿因记忆中的味道而疼痛

his teeth ache with memory of taste

他的身体只是寻找你的一个长长的影子

his body just a long shadow seeking yours

但你总是太强烈

but you are always too intense

你想要他的方式令人恐惧

frightening in the way you want him

不知羞耻，勇于牺牲

unashamed and sacrificial

他告诉你，没有男人能媲美住在你脑海中的那个人

he tells you that no man can live up to the one who

住在你脑海里的那个人

lives in your head

你试着改变，不是吗？

and you tried to change didn’t you?

闭上你的嘴

closed your mouth more

试着变得更温柔

tried to be softer

更漂亮

prettier

不那么多变，不那么清醒

less volatile, less awake

但即使在睡梦中，你也能感觉到

but even when sleeping you could feel

他在梦中远离你

him travelling away from you in his dreams

那么你想做什么呢？

so what did you want to do love

劈开他的头？

split his head open?

你不能把人变成家

you can’t make homes out of human beings

应该有人告诉过你

someone should have already told you that

如果他想离开

and if he wants to leave

那就让他走吧

then let him leave

你真可怕

you are terrifying

陌生又美丽

and strange and beautiful

不是每个人都懂得如何去爱。

something not everyone knows how to love.