you are a horse running alone

你是一匹独自奔跑的马

and he tries to tame you

他试图驯服你

compares you to an impossible highway

将你比作不可能到达的高速公路

to a burning house

比作燃烧的房子

says you are blinding him

说你蒙蔽了他的双眼

that he could never leave you

他永远无法离开你

forget you

忘记你

want anything but you

只想要你

you dizzy him, you are unbearable

你让他晕眩，你让他无法忍受

every woman before or after you

在你之前或之后的每个女人

is doused in your name

都被你的名字浇灭

you fill his mouth

你填满了他的嘴

his teeth ache with memory of taste

他的牙齿因记忆中的味道而疼痛

his body just a long shadow seeking yours

他的身体只是寻找你的一个长长的影子

but you are always too intense

但你总是太强烈

frightening in the way you want him

你想要他的方式令人恐惧

unashamed and sacrificial

不知羞耻，勇于牺牲

he tells you that no man can live up to the one who

他告诉你，没有男人能媲美住在你脑海中的那个人

lives in your head

住在你脑海里的那个人

and you tried to change didn’t you?

你试着改变，不是吗？

closed your mouth more

闭上你的嘴

tried to be softer

试着变得更温柔

prettier

更漂亮

less volatile, less awake

不那么多变，不那么清醒

but even when sleeping you could feel

但即使在睡梦中，你也能感觉到

him travelling away from you in his dreams

他在梦中远离你

so what did you want to do love

那么你想做什么呢？

split his head open?

劈开他的头？

you can’t make homes out of human beings

你不能把人变成家

someone should have already told you that

应该有人告诉过你

and if he wants to leave

如果他想离开

then let him leave

那就让他走吧

you are terrifying

你真可怕

and strange and beautiful

陌生又美丽

something not everyone knows how to love.

不是每个人都懂得如何去爱。