It is not so much that I miss you

我并不是那么想念你

as the remembering

更多的是一种记忆

which I suppose is a form of missing

我以为那就是想念的样子

except more positive,

只是比它更积极，

like the time of the blackout

就像大停电的时刻

when fear was my first response

虽然恐惧是我的第一反应

followed by love of the dark.

但随后我便爱上了黑暗。